I told you that you hurt my feelings and you acted as if i was not allowed to feel that way. Now i have to wonder if you have any respect for me as a human......or yet alone as your lover.I have been faithful. I have been here for you through thick and thin.I have never asked for anything in return,except your respect and loyalty.Time and time again you have shown me disrespect. I have forgiven you! You offered your help once and expected me to pay you back.Is this what couples are supposed to do? When you are even confronted in the slightest, you get defensive and threaten to end it. That makes me feel as if you are looking for a reason to end things and make it all my fault.If that is the case Just do it and move on.The suspence is killing me! I wonder if you can really live with our differences.You cant wait to get out and i cant wait to get home.You think i'm insecure but you make me feel that way sometimes.You say you think i'm smart but say i am silly when i express my feelings or opinions. Can we really last like this...I am not so sure we can. And for all the bad there is just as much good. Does the good make up for the bad? If so should it?I only hope that you are as willing to hear me , as i am to tell.You are out tonight having a blast, i guess i can't give you that. You want children and i can't give you that either. You wanted to get married then you sobored up and i said ask me when you are sobor That was over a year ago now and you have not asked again....i guess you don't want something that you can't walk away from. I think you need to re think your position and do what you really want to. Not what you like the idea of doing...or feel you need to do. You asked to move in and i said wait until i know for sure...You waited...I said yes and let you in....I also love you enough to let you out.
Love you for ever....even if we can no longer be a we.....Iva
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