Wondering

I am wondering about the human capacity for trust. Does anyone really trust any one else completely? Why is trust so important to me? I mean people always talk about trusting others...but i think it is natural to have some doubts. We just should not let them take over our lives. I am pretty sure my man trusts me ....but he makes little snide remarks some times that make me wonder. Then again i am sure i do the same to him. Not that i try to but i am sure i have. I recently started a myspace...mainly to keep up with the kids....but some friends will end up there I'm sure...maybe even some co-workers. But in no way do i intend to look around for something different...I am happy with the life i have. I am sure if he had one i would want to check it out though. I have said before that i know he has a wondering eye...fine, as long as it does not wonder to deep......no deep thought allowed....ha ha! I have even pointed out a hottie or two for him myself......i guess I'm good like that. I guess i wonder how i can trust at all with all i have been through. Maybe it all comes down to knowing how much life i would miss out on if i did not allow others to get close to me. I look back on my life and hope that i never hurt another human enough to cause them to miss trust others. I also hope that no one ever gives me a reason to close my self off to the rest of the world.