Iva Erno ( Gordon)

After a long struggle with the fears and feelings of shame and inadequacy. The anger and confusion that almost destroy me I begin to feel so...

 The self doubt aspect. Why is this person so mean to me? What have I done to deserve this? I must be a terrible human being! I do not deser...

For years I have been trying to figure out how to cope with the irrational behavior of another person. It has been making me crazy. I felt l...

Even the brightest stars appear to flicker out on a cloudy night.

The best burrito in central Pennsylvania , as most locals would agree, is from Neato Burrito. The made to order monster was as big as my pla...

There seems to be a lot of the Before i got marrieds going around. Why? Because you stopped. Yes, your life is different now. Maybe you mov...

So today i spent the majority of the day in bed with a migraine. Thinking of the many things i have been neglecting over the past few month...

You put the fire in my eyes,   You make an angel want to cry  Our time is never going to die.     Because you put the fire in my eyes,   ...

 I wanted to share a link from NPR with you and Highlight some of the crazy things going on with our Solar system.  I know we have all hea...

Some of you are aware that my Inbox reads like a newspaper column.... full of questions and requests for advice. I am going to reply to t...

I recently was blown away by a comment made by a well educated and not so wise person. I am still dumb founded by idiocy of some people wh...

 As a mother of five children i see a lot of confusion about love vs. obsession with my children and many of their friends. I even see the c...

Today i let go to preserve my soul If it is worth loving it is worth letting go To heal is to embrace the pain To soar like an Eagle one ...

Either you reach a higher point today, or you exercise your strength in order to be able to climb higher tomorrow. - Friedrich Nietzsche  T...

Every day we survive in life brings moments of happiness, joy, sadness, and frustration. We seem to get angry and hurt when others act in wa...

I have had reason the last day or so to examine the cycles of life that we all experience. Yes i know... we are born, we grow, we get old an...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ...... I get so frustrated with people some times! Who gives people the right to judge other people. We all do it on a co...

Well it is 2011... another year gone by. I am so Happy to see that so many of us are still here! Many of you know that i ended my year with ...

When we are children and we fall down, skinning our knees, our parents tell us that every thing will be ok. They clean the wound an send us ...

 Hi there, I trust you all had a great Holiday filled with family, love, warmth and kindness. I spent the holiday with some wonderful people...

I recently had some time to closely reflect on the changes i have made and the steps i have taken to somehow improve my life. Baby steps tow...

My road is long and winding with many ups and downs. On occasion there are some straight and smooth areas to rest and enjoy the beauty. In ...

Ever so softly you brush across my cheek. A gentle tickle. You remind me of childhood play time. Innocence abound. Ever so softly you touch ...

Edit if by Iva Gordon Haas on Saturday, November 13, 2010 at 12:45pm If i could tell you how i am feeling at this exact moment it would so...

I walk away slowly now because if i run my blood burns with the knowing. I can never see my self falling. Never let my self flee. If you tel...

And you touch my cheek Remind me of the now time Today is life seed.

For those who are under the impression i am strong...You are in for disappointment.. For the greater part of my life i have busted my ass to...

One day somebody told me that when i grew up i would play an important roll in the changing of the world as we know it. That comment scared ...

The flicker of the tiny flame that lights the tattered walls. The scent of healing Lavender that soothes the weary soul.The purity of ocean ...

When i remember the greatest things in life i remember the rooftop. To sit and watch the world go by. To smell the post rain air.The idea th...

There is a mystical beauty behind the thrill of the sound of a distant thunder storm.The slowly building rumble. Growing ever closer and mor...

I stand here washing dishes...in my own little world... The thought crosses my mind....Why? Why do i try so dam hard to make things work? Wh...

I am not sure what is bugging me. I am not sure why. I find myself drawn in all of these new directions.Unfamiliar territory i suppose.In ge...

I am above all things a mother.From this i take pride and joy.As difficult as things may be,i know I'm doing right when any of my childr...

To get to know another human is a really scary thought. It should be. When we meet a fellow human we show them a side that we want them to k...

I was thinking about the ability to read minds...Wow scary thought! I tried to keep track of my thoughts for a while...thinking that if some...

It could not have been much past 9pm when the feeling came over her. The feeling that she was not alone. It was a familiar feeling...but uns...

Somebody told me that one day you would break my heart. They told me you would use me for all i was worth and leave me hanging. They said as...

Wow what a revealing day today was. Some people let their true colors shine through. I am not sure why some of the very dull grey people sur...

Today gave a hint of spring time energy to me. I went out and did some weeding in my flower beds. I cleaned up all of the little trash that ...

My needs are quite simple...i don't think i ask too much...just the love and respect of the people i let into my life. Even more importa...

Some one asked how people from different faiths or religions can make a relationship work. To open i have to say...You fall in love with a p...

I am wondering about the human capacity for trust. Does anyone really trust any one else completely? Why is trust so important to me? I mean...

Today i am sick and the goddess is not a happy one....It is cold and raining. I have this deep urge to pack up my car and drive south until ...

Today i need nothing other than stillness. My mind is racing...so is the pace i have been moving for quite some time now. I am so tired of t...

I had a conversation today about different types of prejudiced. The conversation was with a co-worker. I feel relieved that i am not alone i...

Hey,Hey have fun it is Friday! Today is commonly known as good Friday....so spread the love! Get your rune charmed eggs ready for burial.......

Some of my co-workers recently found out that i am WICCAN. My alternative lifestyle has raised allot of questions recently...some,well most ...

For my child i thank the stars. For his life i thank the Earth and all of it's wonders. And to my amazing son, Anthony..... As you have ...

So today my son will go to live with his father. I am so very mixed about this. I know that even if i do not approve of many of the things m...

Do you ever think that humans were never meant to have life long mates? I wonder sometimes. Though i am extremely loyal and totally opposed ...

I wish there was a way to change all of the little things we don't like about other people and not change the person. I have all my own ...

If i tell you anything about myself i consider you a friend...that means all of the people i work with too! I try to surround myself with go...

I want to feel like i am the queen for just a moment. I want to make more money at my job so i don't have to leave it....i do love my jo...

I am feeling blue today even though it is beautiful outside. Yes i know get out and enjoy it!!! Yeah yeah... I'll get right on it. Some...

I want to revisit a prior subject. In a "note to my lover" a wrote about issues at home i would like to go back there now. Well i ...

So last week i got the flu and for a week i was waiting to kill over. Today though i feel so much better......glad i was scheduled for some ...

Yesterday on the school bus ride home my 11 yr. old son was the victim of a horrible verbal and emotional assault. Some older girls age 15,1...

When i decided to accept who i was on the inside i thought i should make a list of NEVERS to live by. The first never was the most obvious t...

As Sunday starts to fade away i find myself pondering the nature of faith and belief. At a very early age i began to question religion in ge...

I told you that you hurt my feelings and you acted as if i was not allowed to feel that way. Now i have to wonder if you have any respect fo...

Today seems like a good day to clean the house and walk the dog! Yes i am off today and it is finally not an ice bound day.I almost don'...

Well that's it i am in love and could not be happier.........Yes we would all love to say that!!!! A friend asked me a question about he...

OK so you do have an opinion....GREAT! What are you going to do about it?......Yeah yeah first you have to get off your ass and be willing t...

Last night i watched a little of the CNN/Black Caucus Debate.I learned allot,well allot of nothing. Just sitting there listening to three pe...

In the eye of the beholder is where I'm told true beauty lies. I see my own desires there.The hopes and dreams of many,the emotions of a...

With a flutter of his silken wings he takes flight into the mystical evening sky.He sails through the pleasantly cool air,absorbing in awe t...

Welcome to my life in words. Today i decided to start a blog.I really love to write,and share my feelings. When i woke up late this morning ...